Digging down to the heart of the matter? Otherwise I haven’t a clue… XXXOOO
Small scared boy
in an old man’s body,
worn down too soon
under the weight of his principal sin:
coming into existence at the intersection
of two lives who should never have intertwined.
Altering the vectors of their shared destinies,
a descent into chaos and desperation
and madness and shame
and violence bloody and silently bloodless both.
How can he find release
and the possibility of renewed life
when that spear is embedded too deep,
threatening to eviscerate him if pulled out
?
He don’t know
and we don’t know
and a hundred suns will implode
under this darkest matter.
His heart will simply shatter
shutter aflutter one day.